As I watched a flock of birds on the beach this morning ‘being’ with the ebb and flow of the ocean tides… not questioning, not worrying, not trying to work it out… just going with the organic flow of life, merging and moving together as one, a pang of sadness shot through my heart, a sadness for the knowledge of how far from truth we as a human race have strayed.  Amongst the Terns I noticed a single Seagull and couldn’t help but smile knowing that for many years, I, like many others, have felt like that solitary gull and yet today, just like the saying ‘birds of a feather flock together,’ all around the world, people of similar vibration are connecting and even gathering, in order to ‘be the change,’ ecstatic to be cutting free from the ‘old ways’ of consumerism and materialism, awakened to the lies and deception, the false teachings that have been embedded into our psyche by our so called education system which in truth is nothing more than indoctrination via chant memorising!  When have we ever been offered the opportunity to think, feel and question what those in power are saying/teaching without fear of ridicule or punishment, when have we ever been given a choice as to what ‘feels’ right or wrong, what feels like truth?  From birth to 7 years old we are like absorbent sponges on an ocean shore, sucking up every drop of information washed over us, until just like that sponge when the tide comes in, we are saturated with beliefs and programs that are a culmination of man-made rules, regulations and lies, with a little bit of truth thrown in just for good luck!

Just like the software of a computer, this indoctrination via chant memory has become the basis of our belief system, the subconscious programming of our mind that runs on autopilot 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, attracting to us, people and situations to affirm our fear based negative core beliefs, keeping us small and in constant need to try and control every aspect (or person) in our life in order to feel safe… and in this, losing all sense of what it is like to live from truth, intuitively, organically, going with the flow of life like that flock of birds on the beach and every other native instinctive animal.

Unknowingly, our minds have become sick (the real cause of disease) with negative beliefs about ourselves- the way we must look and act in order to be worthy of love, the material objects we must possess in order to be good enough and accepted by the masses, along with the deceptive belief that we are powerless victims of a cruel, cruel world which in truth, could not be further from the truth, if only we realised the extent of our true potential.  We have been indoctrinated, manipulated and trained, just like a domesticated animal, doing as we are told even if this does not feel right, for threats and fear of consequences such as losing allowances or material wealth or much worse, all in the name of those in power having even more control and power over us as they line their pockets with greed!

Well, those times are coming to an end thank goodness, but in order for that to happen, it is said there will be a time of darkness such as what is taking place in the world right now.  Just know that it must be this way in order to push those with their eyes shut tight to awaken, and begin questioning the integrity and authenticity of their beliefs and governing systems, as the collective consciousness of our Soul’s beg to be free from the chains that have kept us slaves to our physicality for so long.  Don’t buy into the fear, this will only feed the chaos, instead, focus on all that you have to be grateful for.  Love and be loved, give thanks to Mothers Angels of AFEW, the air that is the very breath of life, the sun that sends golden rays of galactic intelligence to every cell and molecule of your being and is the very substance of life on earth, the earth that provides us with a place to call home and plants that feed our bodies with nutrients, and the water that nourishes and cleanses our body and Soul.

Allow gratitude to emanate out to the world as unconditional love and forgiveness, and in doing so you will begin to ebb and flow with the tides of life and fly freely with the winds of change, just as the Universe intended.

From the moment I opened my eyes I was engulfed by fear and a low energetic feeling as if someone had thrown a blanket of darkness over my Soul, leaving nothing more than a slither of light shining through…… Unbeknownst to me at the time, I had subconsciously signed up for a game of life with Ego as my opponent … and I have to tell you, it was absolutely flogging me! That slither of light, or in other words ‘truth’, peeking out from the darkness was not enough to outplay my Ego opponent, and somehow I managed to forget everything I teach, every bit of knowledge I have, every single tool I have in my kit and everything I am!… In fact, if the game of life was snakes and ladders, I felt like I’d landed on the biggest, most venomous adder and slid all the way down to its tail where the darkness blinded me from everything I know to be true and authentic and powerful and honest and beautiful… and instead I fell into the trap of the Ego Mind and it’s bullshit stories of fear, not good enough, can’t do it, it’s too hard and ultimately, the negative core belief that “if I’m not perfect, I’m not good enough!”…

And do you believe, all of this was triggered by my past fear of technology… I’m saying past as my affirmation this year is “technology and I absolutely love each other” When I look back now, I cannot believe that I allowed such a trivial thing to have so much power over me… but then I realise, it wasn’t actually the technology part that had the power, it was my Ego saying “haha- checkmate!! Got you again baby!!”

It felt like shit… and in fact….a funny quote I heard in one of Kevin Wilson’s songs years ago just popped into my head and I relate this perfectly to those two days of my life last week… he says… “if she was playing for shit, she’d be at least two turds in debt!” haha, I am laughing now, but I can guarantee you that I was not laughing at the time.

Even with my Spiritual Journey being the most important aspect of my life, the thing I am MOST passionate about… and you all know I have many passions haha…. yet here I was, for two days of my life last week, allowing Ego to dominate my game! As that light of truth within me grew and I was able to climb my way up the ladder and out of the darkness, all thanks to emotional healing and cleansing of the energy body, I felt so cranky at myself for getting sucked into playing by Ego’s rules… I refuse to do that these days simply because I have more awareness and I know full well of its dirty tactics and incessant desire to drag up any unhealed dregs from the past in order to hold it against me like a wild card, unhealed dregs based on past indoctrination of someone else’s truth, as well as my perception of any particular experience at the time it took place during childhood, or in other words… mistakes, lies and bullshit!!

There is only one truth and I know this. I have no religion, I don’t believe in the rules and regulations society enforce on us in order to create fear and control. There can be but one truth and this is found in the heart not the ego mind. Yep, Ego is a dirty player, there’s no doubt about that… and yet most of us play by its rules every single day of our lives simply because we don’t have the tools to play a different game!

I wanted to share this with you, as I know for many people and this included me in the past, the game of life does feel like a tournament, a constant battle. This is one of the reasons I have written my book and am creating the free video series… to empower you with the knowledge and the tools to take back your power, to heal on the deepest level in order to have a choice over how you play the game so that you can start to win… MOST of the time.

Today, I am grateful for the game we played, I am also very grateful it was not a tournament I am grateful that I copped a thrashing because without duality we would never grow, and every day we play this game called ‘life’ is an opportunity to grow, an opportunity to evolve by gaining more awareness about ourselves. If we are not here to grow and evolve… what’s the point? Oh yer, to accumulate more stuff, that’s right, haha. No, that will never make you truly happy!

Nothing that happens in life today is about today. “We think the way we are feeling is about what’s happening today” but the truth is, it always goes deeper. What happens today is always triggering deeper blocked degenerative cellular memories and negative core beliefs that run 7 days a week, 24 hours a day, unbeknownst to us! Video 1 of my Holistic Health series is about just this, so if you haven’t had the opportunity to check it out, you can do so on http://www.lynnienichols.com/the-real-cause-of-pain-and-disease/

From My Heart to Yours

Have a truly beautiful empowered day xx